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2/16/2009 two more quizzes to go... one main final draft FYP report to do....haiz.... suddenly feeling life is so sucky..... but just i dun want to face it ba.....
but the thing is sometimes i juat wanted to do something else and not doing things i have to do which often attached with a deadline....
now really thinking of what jobs i can apply... preferrably wannna apply Safety-related jobs or Environment fields.... otherwise I also dunno what i can apply for....
Then FYP need to submit the Final Draft on 13 March... such an unlucky number... this thursday i have to start clearing that already.....
then the quizzes i never study much.... heck la.... i cant even get a class for my degree..... my GPA so low.... haiz......
like "anan" said..... "I don't give a f***".... but i cant do that.... cause i have to clear then all....
by heimo_wanwan 1/8/2009 ended up i done little stuff during the holidays...though of updating and actively writing blog during holidays... but i didnt ..... sad... wanna kill myself sometimes... anyway new sem comes and is the last sem so i myself must do somethings... cant play petpet (facebook, pet society) and mystoryms (maplestory private server) too much le.... but i just kept wanting to buy a lot of funiture for my xiiaojiin (my petpet) and level at least one maple character till 250 till i happy..... cry la.... must really get serious about my FYP already....
oh well anyway this sem i got like 3 more yr 2 modules to complete, 1 PE to do, and 1 elective under HSS to complete.... (i dunno the long form of some terms... do spare me.... for those out there if reading my blog... i only got D7 for 'O' Levels okay!! cant expectation anything from me u know....) but this sem mainly just to clear my degree and hope to get at least 3.0 for GPA... (can imgine how bad my results are....) and then best can find one good job to be in (the term of good job is not mainly of the pay... but at least i can some interest in it and able to contribute to the company and some values working in the company i am very happy le.....)
so.... haiz.... just wait and see ba....
by heimo_wanwan 11/30/2008 exam over.... starting FYP... here comes my 5 weeks holiday... But not really holiday ba... so not really jumping up and down now.... but still at least dun have to worry about any stupid exams... but still worrying how i get for the results... haiz... by heimo_wanwan 11/17/2008 wait for parents to come back.... so sad.... my parents get to go japan Osaka to play for 7 days while i and bro stay home cause exam... life is so not fair.... i so wish to go there and understand the culture there but cant go..... on the other hand my parents "Singlish" cant even keep up and dun even know the culture there and there got what or even speak a bit of Japanese words but they still can go... so good... conclusion: $ can make the world go round.... they now still havnt come back... think at tax-free airport too happy dun wanna come out le... somemore they are taking SIA + T3 got a lot of branded shop (not even locals have) inside.... so good... i havnt even get into T2 inside yet.... dun even see T3 le... cry la... Plus.... 2nd paper on tuesday.... evening.... haiz.... by heimo_wanwan 11/11/2008 tml first paper of the sem haiz... this part of the year comes again... exams.... not that i hate it... but it's just too diff from i had in poly.... all memorising and stuff.... but not only that you still have to make sense of the answer to fit into the question... sian..... then tml will be a Human Resources Management & Entrepreneurship (HRM) paper... for ppl who are not taking the degree must wonder why the hell am i taking HR modules? and is a core module somemore.... i also dunno... maybe the lecturers really like us the "future engineers" to be up to date with the HR and current affairs and stuff... and prepare us into becoming "management/top management level". Haiz... a lot of things to know.... but there's only 4 questions.... i still wondering what will come out tml.... by heimo_wanwan 11/5/2008 Post-bday commentactually for those people out there... I just have my 22nd bday yesterday... but seems like a lot of people dont really know about it... but still i got quite happy to have three friends from Uni to wish me happy bday, some from sec and poly, ah ling and ah mei and then fullstop.
maybe i myself dont put my bday's as an important event and hence not much people know about it ba...
last night also no much celebration... family went to causeway point to foodcourt eat then walk a bit then they still wanted to buy a cake so bought le then brough home and blow candles when ah ling arrived and cut the cake...
so that's all ba... zzz...
by heimo_wanwan 10/29/2008 looks like i am kind of free this two weeks....actually i should tell myself to prepare for friday's quiz, but still it's an open book... dun have the mood to study already... plus got another MCQ quiz next tuesday!! NEXT TUESDAY!! if got anyone knows what day is NEXT TUESDAY, i can imagine how sad i can be.... but nothing to celebrate anyway.... exam coming le......
haiz... another 2 weeks.... will be exam.. starting from 12 NOV.... wahhh... got 5 modules in total... not bad la...... the schedule quite well spreaded.... haiz.... so wish to start holiday soon.....
Then Can:
-- Every 3 days go school do FYP
-- Stay Ah ma house eat good food
-- read online manga
-- start playing viwawa
-- play pet society in facebook + chatting + updates
-- doing DIY stuff
-- hunt for dresses
-- join pilates lessons (??)
-- and many more!!
Hoilday!! pls come!!
by heimo_wanwan 10/22/2008 looks like one month plus then write entries...haiz.... think i really very lazy... but daily doing is like projects, lectures, tutorials, come school early by dad's car, go home at 5.45pm by dad's car... then athome rest or doing nothing or eating or sleeping (cause got bathe la) then nothing much to add on already....
maybe today and yesterday got sometime to do some stuff (just hand in the reports already) then can really sit down and practicing my typing skills again...
anyway this week is really a job week like that... cause on lecture talking about entreprenurship, professional communication telling about resume and the important element which every company likes about a potential employee... so, let's summaries what a potential going-to-be-employee-or-future-boss needs.....
1) creativity, innovation: It really true if you need to be different from others in order to stand and help the company you are working for or your company to succeed.
2) networking: This is really one fresh graduate can really be lacking of...
3) knowing the styles and ways of doing things in the outside working life.... (in different countries too... cause you never know if you have the ability to stretch out to the overseas)
for me..... i think i dont have any strong points of this mention above..... cause the main things i am lacking of: *Presentation*
it's really hard for me to explain what i am good enough... or too small for me to capture it, sharpen it, and package it in a attractive wrapping for people to really admire your works.
I also believe that some people can even have not talent at all, except for *presentation* skills, can succeed better than those who are more talented than this person.... but it can rather true and this is also how the world comes about all the time....
In some sense things can also be fair enough if you know your right chances and put efforts in them; one's can be very clever and wise and he/she can just be waiting around to wait for e.g. eggs to hatch like that.... other can really know how to create them rather than waiting....
So.... end of the story for me is = power up my *presentation*!!
by heimo_wanwan 9/15/2008 i feel oldsuddenly felt myself being old already.... Last Sat just found out Francis just turned 30 this year (got sms him haapy bday but dunno is change number or dun bother me) Me also... stepped into the "2" mark already... suddenly felt very scary.... thought of eating less... try not to sweat too much.... finding chances to buy facial or face products.. still thinking on how to "whitening" my arms cause compare to my other parts of body too much diif in colour already....
another 3 yrs = 25 YRS OLD.... another 5 yrs more = 30 Yrs OLD!! OH no!! i am getting so old!! i stil wanna have chance to travel Tawiwan or Japan for 温泉 a trip to relax for like 5 wks or so.... how? when i got time + money to go that before 30 YRS OLD??
by heimo_wanwan 9/6/2008 finally can catch a breathe but.......me now currently in sem 1 yr 4... let's see... got:
o Final Year Project (topic on scour hole, water resources dept/hydraulics), o CV4000 Engineering and Society (examable but also presentation based = 3 ppt), o CV4201 and CV4202.... some boring stuff need to memorise and think, o 2 Major Elective: Surface Water Quality and Environmental Hydrauclics o HW310 Professional Communication: teach about how to get a job and how to get along at work + got 1 assignment on resume and 1 ppt (presentation) o EN4902 Integrated Design: is solely based on report submission... Do like hell, lucky out of 5 assignments i in charge of doing 3... so happy.......
So my FYP i have to like go back to Lab 3 days per week.... and go there always spend at least 2 hrs
EN4902 now is like more relaxed... not like before w/i 2 weeks like cant catch a good breath....
HW310 now is prepare to gather all the article for resume... ANYONE OUT THERE GOT AD FOR ENVIRONMENTAL ENGINEERING POST?? Then going to start planning on ppt
soon....
CV4000 just finish the 1st ppt... still got 2 more to go......
Sharkz la... so many things to do... no need to study la...... Still hanging on here..................
 by heimo_wanwan 7/7/2008 La Femme 绝对佳人Theme Song 《女人》 lyrics Today in the morning saw the parts of the final episode of this Chinese drama... haiz.... thought I might get to video or record the songs, and get to see it on YouTube.... yeah!! anyway seen comments of people couldn't search for lyrics of this song, hence I edit myself and type out the whole lyrics. Here goes: 女人 我知道温柔是你的灵魂 一旦相信了缘分 就会奋不顾身 可以单纯去成全别人 女人 我知道你心里有一扇门 藏着不被了解的伤痕 把爱放飞出风筝 却把线交给了别人 有时候 爱需要冒险精神 聚或分 都是一种平衡 与其苦苦的撑 不如让自己安稳 聆听自己的脚步声 学会对自己心疼 别计较谁爱谁比较深 幸福是每个人该有的权利 如果爱是种责任 那么请先对自己坦诚 总会有个人 能陪你到永恒 by heimo_wanwan 6/19/2008 wahhh............... me still very stress.... every time need to register always very stress... very scare cant get the modules i want.... especially now finall year le.... need to clear as much as possible... tml afternoon 1.30 to 4.30pm... for those who got see my blog..... wish me luck!! 6/17/2008 Heimo!! work part-time at Bee Joo.... Yeah!! so happy got ppl view my blog!! though no one view my blog one.... got times i am really depress....
anyway in the end i am still working parttime back at my attachment company.... till school reopens ba... so last week request very hard till i had a one good and whole week of holiday break to relax!! but still nothing to relax la... got ppl in company thought i went some places or out of s'pore to play and stuff... NO SUCH THINGS LOR!! me NO $$ how to have fun? so in the end i spent my whole week taking driving lessons MON-FRI and on SUNDAY.... so in the end not much rest... learning very intense in order to have more spare time to prepare and practice for my driving test..... Lessons on 0800 starts are no diff from going to work... but a lot more shorter... but sometimes practice till very sian or very stress... haiz....
anyway me today is my first day to work back my attachment company... then my lao da stored like a few days' job for me to finish... slowly cleared all ba...........
by heimo_wanwan 6/9/2008 attachment over!! finally i am out of attachment.... nothing great actually, but stilll happy that is over, no more log book.... (write log book in the end the
IA mentor also never see... waste most of time doing that stupid log book), no more thinking about reports, till the next semester ba.... so i am free!! to do what ever i want!! but think mostly during attachment i have a lot of fun cause no need to bring work/homework back home to do... so actually acttachment really very stress-free also... hahaha... buti still got like two months to relax and kick back a bit.... before august comes... and still have driving test... FYP... studying to come.... cry....
 still have one more year!!! just tahan a bit!! but the real pain of my life starts: working for life....
 by heimo_wanwan 3/2/2008 homehome.... just went out with gui juan just now.... lucky done my workwork before going out so still alrite... but my logBOOK!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhh..... die la... tutor coming to spot check soon... haiz... lately attachment a bit boring... but rushing myself to finish up drawings thr autocad very fun... though still cant finish but i draw till i dun want to go home also got... hahaha.... i am really crazy of using autocad.... if i got the software myself think in future i will design 3D drawings rather than only 2D drawings le... but that is only "if only".... heehee...
other than drawing... i start planning to buy DS lite.... heehee!! yeah!! finally buying some games for myself... i nv even have a gameboy or any game console before... now suddenly advanced to so high tech one... haha... but i not rich.... anyway today still in mid of deciding of where and what colour to buy so went down to sim lim there... tot of buying white one then later online saw a red one so thinking of buying red one..... finally i saw sim lim there the cobalt (blue) & black one very coool cause the blue colour really like one of my fav colour: midnight colour!! so confirm buying dark blue colour... hahahahahahahahahahahaha... settle...
but still got another thing to consider... cause when i got back to sch to study would i play too mush till nv study? so should i buy??
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3/1/2008 cutecutemade used of shozu to upload pic to blog... very coool.... also can manage phone contacts.... so all guys and gals out there can consider install shozu in ur mobile phone!!
2/16/2008 cutting my hair short dayToday went down to Tampines central there to cut hair... why so far? cause wanna try cut hair at ICON by shunji matsuo... heard that he is very skilled so maybe go to his salon might be a good choice... why am i spending 34.25 dollars on a haircut? cause i need to really cut my hair very short... it had been a long time since... pri sch?... that i cut hair so short... but i dun feel anything much ba... not sad that my long hair is gone just like that.... cause when looking at the front i cant see much diff ba... i kind of still kept the same hair style... only shorter.... think next time when my hair grows more even then cut a more girly or next door girl style ba...
anyway recently i am not in very good of luck so might as well change it ba... and i really wanna my hair to grow back black again... really hate myself when i agreed to highlight my hair when my mum ask me again and again the last time i cut my hair... I have a strong advantage of having such a very black hair so why waste it? am i right?
cut hair also trying to encourage myself to let go of somethings that no one would have even know it... it has been torturing me for so long and made me lost out so many things... letting it go can might change a lot of things... who knows? Maybe there are good things laying out for me to search for already??
by heimo_wanwan 1/27/2008 I'm now in very full mood after eating a lot of grapes anyway for some people might have knew that i am now currently on attachment (again... since polydays) and is like 6 long months lor.... haiz... though is very long, but i will be using a lot of brain and effort into one of the company's project that is currently carried out... while vincent (school mate of mine) will be into another project under more usage in steam in order maximise profit... Actually i really wanna tell people what my company is really doing... however it is really hard to say it in words... My company is a recycled company, collecting used copper slag and industrial wood (from cutting of highways trees and branches to furniture... you will never know how much trucks come into our company everyday...) the wood mesh into piece and add with leaves and such to burn and generate steam for electricity or to heat up high viscosity oil in tanks (so that to pour out) then the used copper slag (originated is to use them to blast the old, thick paint off the ship, and repaint la...) wash them through "washing machine" and then can be reused, or add into concrete, and... that's all i know ba... haiz... forgot about promoting my company.... the environment i am working is like nothing i have expected... but the first time i went for work i already prepared for the worst already... so no fear done... very dusty... vincent's car all day covered with either with sand, copper slag, or mesh (depend on the wind direction... cause next to us is a company on sand... then the other next door is making ready-made concrete) so very dusty.... i really have to wash my hair daily... my footwear also haiz... my lao da... worst.... torture me to think and plan on my own... starting still okay... but time goes by really wanna.... anyway working at there really got a lot of freedom... not like kept in the lab or a place all day... but i really wanna try to make my existence worth it ba .... cause as only an attachment student... the knowledge and experience is like minimal and there's really little things that i can do to help... anyway i still have to try to start to keep up and start on preparing to do my report le.... ohya... last week went out with weishang bing chong yew lun jackson and wai khuen to billy bombers at the cathay there.. then is a odd odd movie called "cloverfield"... see till my head hurts... but dunno why in US is currently the number one boxoffice.... maybe ang mo can appreciate this kind of spinning head more? more views @ bing chong's blog and yesterday... is company's annual dinner... finally is over... spent like one and half weeks doing the deco thingy... in the end jialing vincent and me al agreed that we really think too much about the deco... all people more intro in the lucky draw... cause everyone gets a chance to have at least one prize... we three dun have la... but got fairprice voucher to spend also happy... (but gave mum le) anyway the next few shows wanna watch is first thing.... mr Stephen Chow cj7!! i dun care if no one watching with me but i really must watch!!! dun care... I am a die hard fan of Stephen Chow!! all his old and new shows i also wanna watch!! wont get sick of it!! Next is Ah Long Pte Ltd ... got my mum agreed to watch with me... so far so good... jay chou's Kung Fu Dunk not sure... but see if got ppl wanna watch then i okay also... think that's all ba... anyway also waiting for next month to arrive soon ... is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! yeah!! can have 4 days free day... then 8 feb go mr goh's place relax eat food and really just relax.... anyway just found out anthony celebrate his bday early... but his bday is 8 feb right? nvm... when that day comes just send him a sms to greet him... but still he might just just dun care... nvm... i do what i do can already... no need anything back... ohyaohya... must tell everyone out there... my cousin ah mei got 11 for L1R5 and 8 for L1R4!! i feel so proud of her... but still feel that everyone me... my cousin and bro look more successful or smart or doing well than me... i still dunno what i will become in future... might even dun have the chance to get married or have a good job and just wasted my life like that also got... so i have to work a few times harder just to catch up with others?? by heimo_wanwan 12/11/2007 Heavy ah...Now me in the Nel train... On way back to ah ma house... Kind of hate this time take train... Today whole day do nothing should have come out earlier... Now me buy so many things... The pearls la tat can cook and add into drinks tat kind... Help ah mei buy shorts... Buy soya beam milk and sugar from Carrefour... Buy 2 puddings for myself... Haiz... Now really hope got someone to help me carry... Fingers all gone red with markings la:'( By heimo_wanwan -- by heimo_wanwan 12/7/2007 tonite got a lot of show to watch!! anyway i now every night 10pm diedie must watch
channel U, Witch Yoo Hee
魔女宥熙. heehee!! i am so crazie till wanna buy sound track + MV CD, which cost $22.90.... haiz.... not matter how like it also cant buy = no $$ = no extra cash to buy anything else unless wanna dun buy food = starving?? no la... just forget it and dun buy lor... anyway after 11pm i fastfast go bathe and watch dvd!! yeahyeah!! by heimo_wanwan |
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